Aleve is my best friend. To be honest, the arthritis is the most painful to deal with, it focuses a lot in my arms, which I have to use all the time. And outside of pain wise the anxiety is really difficult. I would probably be better off if I had insurance but I do what I can with what I've got. Over the counter pain medication is always abundant in my house.
I just have like the most unhealthy body ever, I regularly get out ran by people that weigh 200 pounds more than me, and I drink 5 dr peppers a day and hate rabbit food AKA vegetables
You are like fucked.
I remember rumour in school that Dr. Pepper used to kill off sperm :P
I used to be very depressed when I was 14-15... I wanted to die and I hated everyone and shit. :[ Peopele bullied me and I had no friends. I swear, I was surrounded by morons
I have Bipolar disorder which i was just diagnoised with last year. i take medication for it but it does very little to alleviate the horrible mood swings from euphoric highs which can keep me up for days at a time followed by crushing depressions and the suicidal feelings i expierence are just overwhelming..
Oh rainy and cloudy weather make me feel bad too ;/ I'm much more prone to feeling like shit during autumn and winter. but that's just seasonal depression I guess
I have Bipolar disorder which i was just diagnoised with last year. i take medication for it but it does very little to alleviate the horrible mood swings from euphoric highs which can keep me up for days at a time followed by crushing depressions and the suicidal feelings i expierence are just overwhelming..
Hmm if the medicines work correctly than you shouldn't be experiencing the mood swings in such severity. I'm wondering if you should talk to your doctor about re-evaluating your medicine dosage. I do know there are medicines that are quiet successful in regulating the mood swings. (My mom is bipolar, and I'm in college majoring in Psychology.)
I have Bipolar disorder which i was just diagnoised with last year. i take medication for it but it does very little to alleviate the horrible mood swings from euphoric highs which can keep me up for days at a time followed by crushing depressions and the suicidal feelings i expierence are just overwhelming..
Hmm if the medicines work correctly than you shouldn't be experiencing the mood swings in such severity. I'm wondering if you should talk to your doctor about re-evaluating your medicine dosage. I do know there are medicines that are quiet successful in regulating the mood swings. (My mom is bipolar, and I'm in college majoring in Psychology.)
thanks ill mention this to my Dr on my next visit.
No problem. Getting the medicine dosage just right with Bipolar Disorder is very difficult to do sometimes and it can take awhile (I know that's a bummer to hear but I want to be honest). But once those numbers are just right you will feel a whole lot better. It just takes time. I wish you luck and if you ever need to talk I'm here
No problem. Getting the medicine dosage just right with Bipolar Disorder is very difficult to do sometimes and it can take awhile (I know that's a bummer to hear but I want to be honest). But once those numbers are just right you will feel a whole lot better. It just takes time. I wish you luck and if you ever need to talk I'm here
My classmates were such assholes they pushed me around and sometimes threw food at me, or threw my things on the floor... Oh, and they'd tell me I should just go jump off a building since I'm so sad They wouldn't understand why it bothered me either, cause it's "just a joke" I HATE STUPID PEOPLE
My classmates were such assholes they pushed me around and sometimes threw food at me, or threw my things on the floor... Oh, and they'd tell me I should just go jump off a building since I'm so sad They wouldn't understand why it bothered me either, cause it's "just a joke" I HATE STUPID PEOPLE
I HATE people like that, they are such assholes! I hate bullies too. It's just retarded why they bully for no apparent reason.
My classmates were such assholes they pushed me around and sometimes threw food at me, or threw my things on the floor... Oh, and they'd tell me I should just go jump off a building since I'm so sad They wouldn't understand why it bothered me either, cause it's "just a joke" I HATE STUPID PEOPLE
I HATE people like that, they are such assholes! I hate bullies too. It's just retarded why they bully for no apparent reason.
uh they're just so hateful. Whenever someone pisses me off I imagine murdering them in disturbing ways THEY MADE ME HAVE A VERY TWISTED MIND
yea my father said something to the effct of if your going to kill yourself do me a favor and make sure you get it right. This was right after my very first suicide attempt when i was 16. he was pissed because he had to come home from a business trip to deal with me. i never felt so rejected in my life.
I had to move to another school because of bullying. At the beggining, it was only insulting. But then, things started to get pretty bad and they started to harm me. They threw a medicine ball on my face and my glasses were broken, they burnt my ear with a lightner and things got complicated when one of them almost broke one of my ribs pushing me against the wall. Tough times that I don't even like to remember and still bother me
yea my father said something to the effct of if your going to kill yourself do me a favor and make sure you get it right. This was right after my very first suicide attempt when i was 16. he was pissed because he had to come home from a business trip to deal with me. i never felt so rejected in my life.
FUCKING PRICK oh my god I'm sorry you had to deal with something like that... I hate parents that don't realize they're parents.
I had to move to another school because of bullying. At the beggining, it was only insulting. But then, things started to get pretty bad and they started to harm me. They threw a medicine ball on my face and my glasses were broken, they burnt my ear with a lightner and things got complicated when one of them almost broke one of my ribs pushing me against the wall. Tough times that I don't even like to remember and still bother me
Oh...my...fucking...god, that is TERRIBLE! Who the hell would do that!? Assholes, that's who!
Oh Nicholas that is horrible. When dealing with this disorder, or any mental illness for that matter, a strong support system is vital. Has he ever been to your doctor with you or have to helped to educate him on the disorder? A lot of the times it's hard for people to understand exactly what someone is going through, considering the sigma on mental illness. Please know you have people here to talk to you and help you through rough spots. Also, Bipolar Disorder is hereditary so it's not your fault you feel like this...
I had to move to another school because of bullying. At the beggining, it was only insulting. But then, things started to get pretty bad and they started to harm me. They threw a medicine ball on my face and my glasses were broken, they burnt my ear with a lightner and things got complicated when one of them almost broke one of my ribs pushing me against the wall. Tough times that I don't even like to remember and still bother me
it's so hard to forget shit like that... you get over it mostly but it's stuck in your head forever...
And I was too naive to fight them. I jumped one school year, so I was the youngest of the class. They hated me because I used to get the best grades and teachers used to like me.
yea he was definitely not father of the year about a year later he comitted suicide. i came home and found him dead on the floor from a gunshot wound to the head. it was the first of three suicides in my life. the last one happening last september which i guess finally pushed me over the edge and started my descent into madness.
yea he was definitely not father of the year about a year later he comitted suicide. i came home and found him dead on the floor from a gunshot wound to the head. it was the first of three suicides in my life. the last one happening last september which i guess finally pushed me over the edge and started my descent into madness.
The bullying stories are heart breaking. It's horrible that people have to belittle other people just because they feel low about themselves. What is even more horrible is schools hardly do anything to confront the bullying problems before its to late
My eyes have gotten worse over the years, and I'm definitely sure I have myopia. Reading text far aways is hard, and heck, I even have a problem spotting people from a distance because their face is just a blurry mess.
Weird thing is that I haven't been to an eye doctor yet. Heh, guess I'm just afraid he's going to go all "WHY DIDN'T YOU COME HERE EARLIER, YOU DENSE TWAT?".
EDIT: And I'm fairly sure I have Marfan's Syndrome, which means that if I don't get an operation I might die in my early thirties, due to the ribs pressing against my heart.
yea he was definitely not father of the year about a year later he comitted suicide. i came home and found him dead on the floor from a gunshot wound to the head. it was the first of three suicides in my life. the last one happening last september which i guess finally pushed me over the edge and started my descent into madness.
Oh my god! That's terrible.
Yea its been a real nightmare. i often contemplate giving in to my suicidal feelings but somehow it always ends just when i reach my breaking point and things get better and life returns to normal untill the cycle starts all over again.
yea he was definitely not father of the year about a year later he comitted suicide. i came home and found him dead on the floor from a gunshot wound to the head. it was the first of three suicides in my life. the last one happening last september which i guess finally pushed me over the edge and started my descent into madness.
I'm guessing (since Bipolar is hereditary) you're father was experiencing some issues like that himself and he didn't know how to confront them. I'm so sorry you have had to deal with all this. You could be right about it pushing you over the edge. There are some studies that say environment can trigger severe mental disorders that are kind of laying "dormant" like Bipolar or Schizophrenia.
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I remember rumour in school that Dr. Pepper used to kill off sperm :P
I used to be very depressed when I was 14-15... I wanted to die and I hated everyone and shit. :[ Peopele bullied me and I had no friends. I swear, I was surrounded by morons
fortunately, I don't have huge mood swings anymore and they're not as often...
I'm much more prone to feeling like shit during autumn and winter. but that's just seasonal depression I guess
What happened?
They wouldn't understand why it bothered me either, cause it's "just a joke" I HATE STUPID PEOPLE
THEY MADE ME HAVE A VERY TWISTED MIND
I hate such people too by the way. Low life cockroaches.
I'm sorry you had to deal with something like that... I hate parents that don't realize they're parents.
Please know you have people here to talk to you and help you through rough spots. Also, Bipolar Disorder is hereditary so it's not your fault you feel like this...
you get over it mostly but it's stuck in your head forever...
Weird thing is that I haven't been to an eye doctor yet. Heh, guess I'm just afraid he's going to go all "WHY DIDN'T YOU COME HERE EARLIER, YOU DENSE TWAT?".
EDIT:
And I'm fairly sure I have Marfan's Syndrome, which means that if I don't get an operation I might die in my early thirties, due to the ribs pressing against my heart.
It's really hard to find anything useful to say in such situations. I really hope things get better for you